Day 18 of 365

Don't feel like writing any poetry tonight. I'm just very worried about my sweet Sasha. I love this cat so very much and she keeps getting sick and throws up - this is the 2nd time it's happened. I don't know what's wrong with her, but I'm hoping it's not time to say good-bye. Yet, if it is, God, please let me do it with Grace and Peace. When I wrote what I did last night, I didn't expect to be so concerned about her. Every day I wake up and she's by me I feel blessed. Help me Jesus if it's time for me to say good-bye feel blessed that she's been in my life for so many years. And that we grew together. 

Help me Jesus, please. She fills my life so much. I'll feel empty without her here. I remember the other times when I said good-bye to my cats. The pain was terrible. I'm going to email Dawn and let her know what's going on. That's it for tonight. My sweet, precious, beautiful girl Sasha - I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!